December 2009
“So tell me darling, do you wish we’d fall in love?”
I wish I could keep you longer.
There’s something about you that I like.
I miss you. Is that bad?
“You know you’ve found it because you feel it when they take it away.”
“Oh boy, you were just a phase.”
I wanted to keep those little details about you.
You may think you know how it feels, but you have no idea.
You know. You don’t even know what’s happening to me right now. You don’t even know how sick I am, I’m not just pretending this whole thing. So please, don’t make me feel as if I don’t want to be there for you, because you don’t know how weak my body is when I get sick. I’m not like you, or her, who can train even if you guys are sick. Kung kaya ko,...